Life, and Other Absurdities.

Everything feels so different, and in such a good way. Except for my freak-out last night. I don't know what's going on with that, it's like I'm having so much fun and am so happy but at the same time there's this dark, morbid feeling underneath. But maybe that's just life. Right now it all has the feeling of being a movie, and I guess I don't regret being at camp this summer because it was truly the end of an era and preparation for who I am now. I don't know how to explain, I don't even know what I'm really feeling, it's one of those things where you need to wait until after to let it all sink in.